It's been awhile since your last greeting. It's still clear in my mind how close we were. Every moment, every story, every joke that we had shared together, they are still fresh in my brain.
And that day, the day when you chose to avoid me and started to hook up with another girl, I still remember how much pain I got. Noticeably, you tried to get into someone else. I was wandering, did you do it deliberately? did you know how I felt? did you purposely give scar on me?
Can't deny it that actually I was hurt. I'm still hurt. Seems like all the things that we had done mean nothing.
I know that we will end up only as a friend. But, I don't wanna lie that I have a feeling for you.
That time when I realized you were trying to get close to someone else, I decided to get over you. Looking for all the bad things about you and trying to hate you.
Well, honestly it works. I hate you. But, not because those negative things about you. It's because you left me broken. You left me hanging without any closures.
Then time passed, and slowly that feeling fade away. But it's not gone. It's still there. Every time I saw you, I tried so hard to be as normal as possible. Do you know that?
Even my friends don't know the truth. I have no brave to tell them. I don't want to embarrass my self. Yet I admit it, I still want to get close to you. Not as a couple, but as a friend. As a good friend.
I've ever said that one day you would come to me, greet me, and do the things that we used to do.
And it turns out the way I thought.
Suddenly you greeted me, asked me about those college stuff, and asked for advice. It's so unexpected though.
Then you said, "It's been awhile I didn't talk to you". I smiled.
I don't know what comes next between us. Whether we can be as close as we used to be or still the way we are now? I don't know.
From now on, I just want to let things happen the way it should happen. I have no any expectations about us.
And one thing, I will never fall into you again. Thank you for everything.
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And that day, the day when you chose to avoid me and started to hook up with another girl, I still remember how much pain I got. Noticeably, you tried to get into someone else. I was wandering, did you do it deliberately? did you know how I felt? did you purposely give scar on me?
Can't deny it that actually I was hurt. I'm still hurt. Seems like all the things that we had done mean nothing.
I know that we will end up only as a friend. But, I don't wanna lie that I have a feeling for you.
That time when I realized you were trying to get close to someone else, I decided to get over you. Looking for all the bad things about you and trying to hate you.
Well, honestly it works. I hate you. But, not because those negative things about you. It's because you left me broken. You left me hanging without any closures.
Then time passed, and slowly that feeling fade away. But it's not gone. It's still there. Every time I saw you, I tried so hard to be as normal as possible. Do you know that?
Even my friends don't know the truth. I have no brave to tell them. I don't want to embarrass my self. Yet I admit it, I still want to get close to you. Not as a couple, but as a friend. As a good friend.
I've ever said that one day you would come to me, greet me, and do the things that we used to do.
And it turns out the way I thought.
Suddenly you greeted me, asked me about those college stuff, and asked for advice. It's so unexpected though.
Then you said, "It's been awhile I didn't talk to you". I smiled.
I don't know what comes next between us. Whether we can be as close as we used to be or still the way we are now? I don't know.
From now on, I just want to let things happen the way it should happen. I have no any expectations about us.
And one thing, I will never fall into you again. Thank you for everything.