Future.
one word but makes me feel excited yet scared. i feel that i can't wait to face what's coming next to me, yet i feel that i'm not ready to deal with any hardships. i always imagine about the goods; what will i be, what will i get, and what will i have. but reality sucks, doesn't it? what really happens is always the opposite of what is in your mind.
i have been frighten with every bad things. i'm afraid that i will "lose". i'm afraid if what i've done and been doing so far mean nothing. i'm afraid that i will make my parents disappointed. i'm afraid if i fail.
life is a challenge. life is hard. having your life together means you have to give big effort. you want something to be perfect then work for it.
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